I hate my father is that normal?

i hate my dad so much hes hurt me really badly (emotionnaly) that i dont think i could ever come ro even like him he uses me as a verbal punching bag and if i waznt worried about my sister i would leave emediatly but i cant support us both im only 16 and ive dreamt of murdering him is ther sumthing wrong with me? ive been to counselor and stuff befor but they always take his side cuz he lies to them and who would beleive a child those stupid child xare pple included cuz theres no fisical damage done they dont give a ****